sheridan | [Closed] Alone, awake and thinking of...the weekend we were in love.

[ Definitely a festive night. Richard had of course come to what he may consider one of the most important events of Asbel's life (save marriage, perhaps children?) without any hesitation. And after all, the night had been definitely very fun, even as he mostly hung back to tease Malik, to notice the action-- not to say he hadn't seen Asbel all night, but he had certainly not been one of the many roaring drunks of the party.

And speaking of roaring, the unconscious young man they were currently tucking into bed had been quite the spectacle. Poor Hubert... ~~Richard highly suspected a certain Captain behind the spiking of his drinks.~~ After all, the boy indeed was very unwilling to lose his self-control.

Richard understood-- being much the same, but in his own way. He had allowed himself drink, but the moment he began to feel so much as lightheaded he had slowed drastically in his efforts, allowing him to maintain a classy level of sobriety. ]

I'll say. He looks extremely comfortable, as well.

[ Snug as a bug in a rug. But in either case, it's the first time he was talking to solely Asbel the whole night. (It was kind of nice.) ]

And how are you holding up, Asbel? [ He's pushing back his fringe slightly, watching his friend. He didn't look particularly upset, but... he seemed awfully low-key for a man celebrating his own wedding. ]

Yeah, he does. And that's probably saying something.

[When was the last time Hubert Oswell actually looked comfortable? Asbel allows himself a quiet laugh as he smiles fondly down at the dozing form. After a few more indulgent seconds he plucks the glasses off the younger man's nose so they don't get crushed in his sleep and deposits them nearby.]

Me? I'm all right. [The redhead turns back to face him. He's definitely not exuding the sort of excited anticipation someone might expect of a man soon married. He knows he should be, but, well, maybe he's just been too overworked lately. There's been a lot of planning and figuring involved, way more than Asbel's been able to keep track of.]

I really didn't have all that much to drink. I think it's because everyone kept getting interrupted before they could offer me anything else. What about you? Probably not the kind of party you're used to, huh?

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[ It's sweet of Asbel to be so gentle, chuckling lightly at how Hubert seems to subconsciously curl up a bit more once his glasses are plucked off his nose. He can't help but wish sometimes that he had siblings, but-- alas.

Asbel's response was also very level, which wasn't bad, but it made Richard wonder just how much went into planning a wedding. (He wasn't all that excited for his own, knowing it would happen eventually). He must be exhausted. ]

Definitely not. Although there was something very refreshing about that as well.

[ Says the guy who barely let loose the entire night. Well, it was true that simply cracking a joke or two was already leagues better than the stuffiness of the parties thrown at Barona Castle. Richard enjoyed the warmth that this party exuded, and the sheer fun of being with friends. ] Did you enjoy yourself?

[To be fair, Asbel had considered giving Hubert's cheeks a pinch, but he figures there'll be other chances to tease him. Messing with his little brother right now would just be mean, and he's actually pretty grateful. Despite his complaints, Hubert still came all the way out from Strahta to support him.]

I don't know. 'Refreshing' almost sounds too elegant for that bunch. [Asbel grins across the bed at Richard.]

But yeah, I get what you mean. It's nice when you don't have to worry about offending other people or dressing just right. Maybe that's why I prefer parties like this - everyone can just kind of be themselves, have fun...

[Asbel stretches as he tries to decide how to answer, the muscles in his arms tense from pulling Hubert across town. It's weird. He really did enjoy himself, but somehow it feels like he enjoyed it less than he should have.]

Yeah, of course. I can barely remember the last time I was able to unwind with the townspeople when there wasn't something else going on that needed attention. And it's been a long while since we got together like this.

Thanks for coming, Richard. I'm glad you could make it tonight.

[ The king can't help but laugh at the thought of them all being elegant, especially in each other's company. And the townspeople? So enthused. The smile that tugged at his lips was completely genuine, and yet... he felt a slight pang of disappointment that the night was done. Or at least, the main part. Time spent with his best friend flew all too quickly. To think he was to be married--

They were growing up so quickly. ] I wouldn't do any less for you. It would be unspeakable not to come to your bachelor party.

[ There was a bit of a dramatic flair to his tone, but he was definitely telling the truth. ] If you aren't too tired, perhaps I could take more of your time? It has been awhile since we've seen each other.

[ Richard wasn't sure if he even wanted to head back necessarily. It was late... ]

[Asbel responds with a laugh of his own, boyish despite his twenty-odd years. He guesses he's technically an adult now, but most days he doesn't really feel like it. He's got so much left to figure out, and yet daily life and duty keep tugging him along at break-neck speed. Where did the years go?] Same here, Richard. Even if yours is one of those stuffy court affairs, I'll still tough it out for your sake.

[The next question isn't one he has to think over at all, though. His expression brightens immediately, and he looks almost relieved.]

Too tired? Come on, what else would I be doing right now? [Besides maybe preparing for his wedding? Catching up on sleep? He can do those whenever he wants. Being with his best friend, though? It seems like the opportunities have gradually become less and less, especially with the ceremony approaching. Asbel shakes his head lightly to clear these thoughts away, determined not to let them take over.]

I'll always have time for you.

[Then, indicating Hubert with his hand.] But maybe we should find somewhere else to talk?

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[ Stuffy court affairs, huh. But it is likely that it would be a rather reserved event, something that Richard wasn't sure he liked the sound of. Perhaps he could simply invite a few friends over (and perhaps the girls, too. It had been longer still since they had all hung out together). ] I appreciate that.

[ Although he hoped not to have to plan such an event for awhile yet, he knew his responsibilities were catching up to him. There was no time to idly spend his days, not with so much to be done, with the looming ideas of a woman and children hanging heavy over him as well. Which made these rare moments where he could simply live all the sweeter.

Asbel's incredulous agreement has Richard's own expression lightening up, clearly happy to help. Although indeed, this wasn't the place to continue any sort of discussion-- at least they could allow Hubert his rest. ] And I for you. [ He simply hoped that his future had many more moments like this in wait for him. ]

Perhaps we could use some fresh air? [ He motioned towards the window, the outdoors. It was a beautiful night, the breeze far from bone-chilling. ]

[His eyes follow Richard's gesture to the window and back, accompanied by a nod of agreement.] Outside sounds good.

[Asbel can't object to a little fresh air - he could definitely use something to help clear his head, and maybe his heart, too. If they stick around inside the manor, someone's bound to put an early end to their time together. But if they were to find a better vantage point, somewhere with less traffic, they could probably chat peacefully for hours!]

[Not that he'll hog that much of Richard's time. He's sure his friend must be wearing out as well. He did arrive from Barona, after all! But brief passings, five minutes here and there, the occasional letter every month or two... He has to admit that he's missed having Richard around.]

If you're feeling up for a climb, I have just the place. [With one last glance in his brother's direction, Asbel nods towards the doorway out into the hall.]

[ Likewise, Richard feels... more than a little confined within these walls, simply for the amount of chances they can be advised to rest, for the chances that they spend just a little less time together. Despite not showing any concern, well-- he knew that Asbel would likely not realize the time go, nor the time that they would spend together lessen. Or maybe Richard was just too much of a pessimist. ]

Then shall we?

[ He's more than enthusiastic to follow, a little weary but not terribly so. There's something about Asbel's mere presence that invigorates him, inspires him to do so much-- only a step behind him as they head through the hall, catching up with him at the stairs.

Likewise, Richard was sick of all of the barely meetings and rare letters from when they had the chance to write one out. At least this way, they would be properly caught up.

But just where were they headed? ]

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Yeah, let's go.

[Maybe Richard was. It's true that Asbel can be pretty thick, but even he had noticed. After so many months in his friends' company, being rooted to the spot had become a challenge of its own. Some days he found himself going half-crazy, talking to himself (much to Lambda's continued annoyance) and entertaining mutinous thoughts of fleeing to Strahta, or Fendel, or to Barona just to see if his friends could spare him a minute or two out of their afternoon. Some days...some days the wedding almost felt like a punishment.]

[But he doesn't need to worry over that right now. Mood lifting steadily, Asbel leads Richard down the steps and into the main hall before halting in the middle of the open space.] We should--

[Suppose someone catches them heading out again? They'll want to know where he's taking the king so late at night. Asbel mentally scrambles for a back-up plan, his gaze straying towards the study door.] --Through the study window. Someone might stop us if we go out the front. It is pretty late and all.

[His grin is sheepish, but not apologetic.] Hope you don't mind.

[ Well, Richard would certainly take you in for a cup of tea and a nice chat, Asbel-- but that was the problem with those kinds of thoughts. They were possible, and therefore all the more tempting to act on.

They're stopping in their tracks, his face questioning before Asbel makes his suggestion. Notably he can tell his friend isn't guilty at all, which has him nearly chuckling again, merely shaking his head. ]

I suppose it was only a matter of time before you had me climbing through windows as well. [ he teased, his own voice low so not as to attract any unwanted attention. As Asbel said, they didn't want to get stopped. He could still remember with clarity the day that a younger Asbel had climbed through the guest room's window, with a young Hubert, Cheria, and Sophie in tow-- still remember just how frightened he was, unsure how to act in the face of possible friendship. And yet... now here he was, conspiring with that very same troublemaker.

He'd very willingly follow aforementioned troublemaker, however, into the study and up the path that led to his desk, and past that still. ]

Better late than never, right? I think everyone should try it at least once.

[The moonlight streaming through the glass provides just enough guidance for Asbel to make it across the room without bumping into anything. As for the window, with a yank of the latch and a shove, their path to freedom creaks open. A chorus of frogs chirping in the nearby waterway invades the room, the night breeze stirring documents arrayed across the heavy desk.]

[Grasping the sill, Asbel hoists himself up and over into the well-tended garden, passing a hand up for Richard to use so he won't fall.]

Careful, there's a bit of a drop.

I do wonder what else you would consider such important experiences, [ he'd answer, amused. Then again, he could only imagine the plethora of responses that could come from that. (-- And then again, he would likely end up going with many of those aforementioned suggestions. Asbel had a way of making him feel lighter than air).

But Richard would reach over the windowsill for Asbel's hand when it was offered, delicately clambering over it and sliding down into the garden, hoping they weren't wreaking too much havoc on the plants ] --Thank you. [ He'd let go of his friend's hand. ]

[ He looked around at the sheer density of the garden, the flowers making him smile ] Is this all Sophie's doing as well? It's beautiful.

Huh. [It's not exactly something Asbel was expecting to hear, or even thought about. Important experiences... he's been through plenty of those, some less fun than others, but many of them memorable, even worth repeating.] That could take a while. There are tons of things worth giving a chance, you know? Although some might get you in a lot of trouble, too.

Mm. [Asbel lowers his now-empty hand slowly, looking down at the garden in question. He shifts a foot, already dangerously close to one of his daughter's prized flowers.]

Yeah, a lot of it is. She spends most of the day taking care of the gardens. Mom helps, too, when she can. I've offered, but--I don't exactly have a green thumb. [He smiles a little.] Sophie's really protective of them all.

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[ A lot of trouble, eh. Again, Richard realizes how old they've been getting lately, feeling a little bittersweet that the punishments now for misconduct were so much greater than when they were children. Then again, the responsibility lent itself to that one. ] Maybe I'll have to pass on the worst of them, then.

[ But he'll slowly come to a crouch before the array of flowers, gloved fingers caressing a petal or two curiously. He was infinitely gentle though; what kind of big brother would he be if he hurt his precious little sister's flowers? ]

I can imagine. I can't say I have much experience tending to plants, myself. Although their beauty is unrivaled.

[ He'll look up at Asbel, curiously ] How has Sophie been doing, lately? I didn't have much time to speak with her before she and the girls went out.

[ Because what would a bachelor party with your wife-to-be and daughter right there be like, right... ]

Yeah, that'd probably cut the list by about half. [He shrugs lightly, watching as Richard kneels down to study the plants in question. Even in the darkness, it's hard not to notice how careful he is with them, as if they might shatter on contact.]

[He must've zoned out for a minute there, because when Richard turns his gaze back to him, Asbel finds himself snapping to attention with a start.]

--Sophie? She's...she's been great! And about as excited as anyone for the wedding. [He rubs the back of his neck, lifting his head to survey the night. It's actually really nice out, the air smelling fresh and green and slightly damp.]

She went on a shopping trip with the girls earlier this week to pick out dresses, I think. [Or was that several weeks ago?] And she keeps saying how she's looking forward to being a flower girl. I think she's asked me about a dozen times to explain exactly what they do during a ceremony so she can get every little detail right.

[ Asbel's... out of it. It's nothing extreme, but usually he's not nearly this absent-minded. And in the face of his wedding, that was... at least a little concerning to the King. ] That sounds just like her. [ The whole being inquisitive about details. Whereas Asbel's details-- 'I think' and the way he scratched the back of his neck...

No, he was likely just nervous, right? Even if one was getting married to the love of their life, there had to be a stress about all of the different planning aspects. Richard knew he'd get caught up in all of those little details. But Asbel was usually pretty straightforward. ]

And may I ask how excited you are? [ He'll finally straighten up, looking to Asbel and motioning as if he lead the way. This definitely was not 'a little climb', and being so close to the manor meant they were still to be easily found. ]

Yeah, that's Sophie. [Asbel's hand still hasn't strayed from its place at the back of his neck, although he seems to have stopped fidgeting, opting instead to let his attention wander again. And it does, until Richard's question pins him down.]

[He doesn't jump this time. The seconds tick by. Asbel tries to form a response - 'sure, he's excited! anyone would be excited about their own wedding, right?' - but...he can't say the words. He doesn't want to lie about it. Not to his best friend, anyway.]

[Asbel finally looks at him. He's not sure what Richard may think, but his expression probably isn't convincingly "excited". Still, he can take a hint. He pushes the window in so that it's almost completely shut and steps across the flowerbed while trying to do as little damage as possible.]

It's not very far. I thought we'd pay Lord Windegarde a visit.

[The redhead begins walking, nodding up at one of the windmills, its heavy wooden blades creaking and groaning at regular intervals, like an old man complaining about his joints.]

[ Richard doesn't question further. He looks veritably concerned, but he can press later, should Asbel want to open up to him about this. That doesn't stop him from wondering just what the issue might be. Cheria herself may be at times... overbearing, but Richard found her to be a wonderful friend and woman. So was it the fact that the marriage was too soon, or maybe was it that Asbel was unsure of himself, or...

The Mask of Barona would be able to cut to the chase much faster, but this was an intimate issue between friends. That, and Richard knew when to be delicate, and matters directly related to the heart like this...

He was infinitely careful, stepping lightly on his toes between flowers, his gaze downward. Finally they made it across, following Asbel and catching up to his side. ] That sounds like a good idea. He seems like he could use some company. [ A lighter, joking tone. ]

[Asbel offers Richard a small smile when he joins him, keeping the pace easy so that Richard won't fall behind and using the long shadows of the gated hillside cemetery to partially obscure their path.]

He could use some repairs, too. And a better name. They say he's been around since my great-grandfather's time, but since he's not one of the mills currently in use, we've had to give the others priority. Still, he's kind of like a member of the town.

[Talking about the windmill proves far easier than collecting his thoughts about the wedding. It's been a long time since he's had this many doubts about anything. Or worries. Maybe he's just overreacting and nervous as the others have said, but, there's probably more to it than that. And even though he has no desire to drag Richard down with his own problems, he gets the feeling that Richard at least would hear him out about them. Richard's always been clever and insightful. Maybe he'd be able to help him figure out this mess.]

[Reaching the base of the tower, Asbel lightly grips one of the lower rungs, peering at the platform far above them, and then glancing back at his friend.]

I used to climb up here all the time.

[ They're taking the 'back alley' route so to speak, Richard peering about at their surroundings discreetly before his gaze returned to Asbel. He doubts that they'd get caught at such a place, but if Asbel came here often, there was always some chance. ]

Indeed, he is. Changing his name now, however, would most likely confuse everyone more than anything. It's a pity that he has to wait for maintenance... [ Hmm. Maybe he can find a way to help Asbel on that front. Especially given that it seems to be one of his best friend's places to simply hang out and think for himself. When had the last time been, Richard wonders? Between a fiancé and a child and a town to run, it had to be difficult to find.

Richard wants to help, although he also will not prod too hard if Asbel doesn't want to talk about it. After all, it's his night. And as some would say, the night was still young. There were many hours to simply chat and unwind if it turned out to that. ]

I can only envision it. A younger Asbel scrambling up these rungs. [ A light hum ] Did Hubert climb with you as well?

[ He'd wait for Asbel to climb up first, fully intending to follow. ]

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[Well, even for a small town, there's always someone around.]

You're probably right about that. I did try it once, but no one liked my suggestion any better. Honestly, it was just as bad - worse, even. [He makes a face, already anticipating Richard's reaction. He's willing to put up with it, though; he really was terrible at names.] "The Wind Master".

It shouldn't be too long, though... If we budget carefully. [If he can conserve funds without upsetting anyone. It's a tough balancing act. The shops, the army, taxes, maintaining the roads, the walls, the cryas mines. And then if there's any more monster attacks, or some other problem that comes up unexpectedly.]

[Asbel shakes his head, casting a teasing look behind him as he starts up the side.] Uh-huh. I'll have you know I could climb this ladder with my eyes closed back then and still turn a somersault at the top.

[He doesn't try one tonight. He's gotten taller, the distance between the top rung and the platform too short to pull such a thing off without a very real risk of losing his balance and cracking his head. But he manages to push himself up with swift, practiced ease, letting out a light breath before he kneels down to lend Richard an extra hand.]

Mmn. Sometimes he did. After he gave up telling me how dangerous and scary it was, anyway. What about you, Richard? I know you have your hill. Was there anywhere else you liked to go?

[He's not really trying to change the subject. He's not. But now that he thinks about it, he doesn't really know too much about what it was like for Richard growing up.]

[ Hearing about Asbel's childhood exploits never fails to put a smile on his face. And, even then, some things never change- like his "interesting" affinity for names. Still, it's another charming thing about him all the same.

Asbel might find his anticipated response in an answering chuckle. ] That's not as bad as you make it sound. Although, that could just be because I have experience with your naming conventions. [ Between "The Wind Master" and "Tiger Festival", well... one was certainly much more ludicrous.

Once there's more than enough room, Richard begins his own ascent- gloved fingers grasping at the rungs. In comparison, he moves carefully- not quite needing the hand Asbel reaches out, but grateful for it nonetheless, taking it and allowing himself to be helped up. ]

Me? Well... [ Whether it's an attempt at changing the subject or not, the king doesn't point it out. Richard straightens up, looking out at Lhant. After the whirlwind of chaos that was Asbel's party, the town feels so quiet; almost as though they're the only ones awake. ] Not particularly. As much as I love Barona, there wasn't really any way to get some peace of mind in the city.

[ There was nothing like being recognized consistently in public to make one self conscious, as well as a possible target. And for safety's sake, he was never truly alone out in the city, either. ] I did sometimes find places in the castle to stow away and read books... but I'm not certain that counts as going somewhere.

[ Richard turns to Asbel, a neutral but serene expression on his features as a hand rests on the wooden banister. ] I can see why you would want to come here. It's a lovely view.

[It really is quiet up here. The fresh air seems to be helping too, and he can feel his nerves slowly beginning to unwind.]

I think it does? I mean, I'm no bookworm or anything but Hubert could sit around for hours with his nose in one. And he'd always make the biggest fuss if I interrupted him.

[He may have tried it a few times, just to see what he'd do. He was that sort of kid, after all.]

[Asbel finds himself a spot on one of the crates nearby, somewhere he can enjoy the breeze and still look down and see everything. The cryas lanterns lighting the town, the flicker of the town guard's campfires, the fireflies winking in and out like ornaments scattered through the forest.]

Yeah, it really is. You can see the whole town like this. And when the wind picks up, or the fog rolls in, it kind of feels like flying.

[It's nice being up here. It's nice having company. So often these days it seems like everyone's rushing about - for his own sake, he knows, and he's grateful, really! But... Even so. It's just...so nice to have someone around who's willing to simply hang out and talk. To just be. Without any pressure or expectations or anything like that.]

[Richard looks so calm standing there he can feel his heart lift a little. But at the same time, he can feel some of his own neutrality crumbling around him, and the horrible truth that's been nagging at the back of his mind even as he struggles to protect everyone else. The truth is...he's not excited. Not at all. Not like he knows he's supposed to be.]

[But he smiles gently, like he always does. He doesn't want Richard to worry, after all.]

Guess we have a history of showing each other things like this, huh?

It's true that a good book draws you in- as though you're in another world entirely.

[ Much like the liminal space that tonight is to the both of them. After all, it's always exceedingly rare that they even have the time to put their duties to their lands aside - so to do both that, and be alone together... it's these tiny moments that Richard is sure to cherish for the rest of his life.

It's selfish to want more of them. After all, Asbel has already given him so much. But as time marches on, and the wedding draws nearer, thoughts he'd seemingly made peace with years ago haunt him between meetings, in the long moments before he falls asleep.

At least here, with Asbel, they leave him be. He draws only close enough to step away from the ladder and open space, standing by his side. His smile is reassuring, but he wonders just what Asbel thinks of it all. Come to think of it, everything he'd said was about anyone or anything else. ]

That, we do. [ Richard's own smile might betray a touch of concern, but he isn't here to put Asbel on the spot, either. If what he needs right now is simply the company of a dear friend, well... that's what Richard will give to him. ] These sorts of places are... important. Perhaps not private in the conventional sense of the word, but... they offer peace of mind nonetheless.

[ He looks back out to Lhant, admiring the fireflies. It'd be ludicrous to say he could completely forget, but in places like these, the heavy weight of an entire kingdom eases off his shoulders somewhat. ]

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you just want asbel to be gentle with you lbr richard

as real as it gets tbh

editing toes

i'm never gonna live this one down am I. XD

nope, probably not.

woeful heart!

in a cage of ivory, weeping

such poetry

it's a gift

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/gently leaves a tag at your doorstep.

!!!!

\o/